school was really really short. (: i was lucky that i didn't got my arm stuck in the house gate today when i throw the keys back into the house! wow, it's like so lucky me! anyway, it's Friday, the 13th. superstitious? well, i'm not too sure of it myself. oh, there was a Chinese test, i rushed the paper until like fuck. but i did managed to complete everything. & Ms Choi even smiled at me when i wiped off the sweat on my forehead 2 minutes before the paper ended! hence, i just laughed at myself. :/ so anyway, went home after school & prepared my stuffs. i keep wondering whether or not to stay overnight. but Mummy's not, so it's not very nice for me to stay over, isn't it? i probably stank of beer, when i kissed Justin for million times. sweet.

so, we went to visit them for a little while at the chalet. ohmygod, Uncle Alan booked the wrong chalet can? the chalet was supposed to be at Costa Sands Downtown East, but he booked wrongly & it's the Costa Sands Pasir Ris! but nevermind, 'cos it weren't too bad there. it's just the god-damn hot weather that's killing me. Dad was ill & he fall asleep in the chalet. i really had nothing to do, & basically, i just going up to the second storey of the chalet to look for Justin, or just laze around on the ground floor drinking some beer. oh, & Uncle Kengi came for a little while. & we left when it's about 1 plus, & i drank about 3 cans of Heineken already. Dad drove us home & i sleep like a baby throughout the night. nice.

woke up at 11 in the morning & got prepared, dressed, waited till about 1 in the afternoon to go down to the bus stop to get a taxi. okay, the taxi fare costs us a bomb, because Mummy left something really important at home, & she have to ask the driver to drive us all the way back to where he picked us up, & waited for Mummy. the fare was almost close to $20. so anyway, we reached there first, & other guests have yet to. we went to slack around, drinking beer again, & it was about late afternoon when Uncle Alan went swimming with Justin & Sis. it was some fun watching & laughing at them.

i also helped Uncle Alan's mom out with some barbeque-ing! it was great. oh, i mean, she was really really great. (: she told me a lot on how she made those food, & i feel they tasted absolutely amazing. i helped her with the chicken wings. there's a whole box of them, & 2 more in the fridge! & i use the thing & poke them throught straight up & nice. we barbequed them to golden brown, & wow, it's nice!

guests came pouring in during the evening time. oh, & i just go ga-ga over Aunt Irin's girlfriends can? :/ they were all young & married, but totally gorgeous! like, it just simply wow-ed me away. & my eyes almost popped out from seeing all that they have on them! i see them carrying the latest mobile phones, LV bags, GUESS heels as well! wow, i even tried one of the GUESS shoes! they were totally hot! (: thanks, to the lady who owns this GUESS shoes! (: oh, Aunt Irin's girlfriends asked me about coloured contact lenses & it seems like they were totally freaked out when they see me demostrates how to took them off & wears them. then, it was cake cutting. Justin's having an ice-cream cake this year!


it's before 11 when most of the guests have left. i watched some ghostly movie with the girlfriends of Aunt Irin. they were such nice people. (: oh, then all the guests left. so it's just us, family. then we spent the night outside the chalet, making fun of everyone, drinking beer, & laughing so loud despite the fact that it's already 4 in the morning! poor Uncle Alan became the topic of all our conversation as we sat there making fun of me. Mummy could help but laughed at me when i laughed till i was on the floor. weird me. it's almost 5 when we all went to bed. & i just have the greatest time of my life with my family. i had about 6 cans of beer before i went to bed. & hopefully, i don't get a beer belly! laughs, kidding.

Uncle Alex complimented me on my drinking, but i said that all that matters is that you know how to drink. but the fact should remains that you should know how much to drink, & not drink too much. while i was with them the whole time, i noticed that they were naturally positive & happy people.

YONGXIN: Uncle Kengi, are you always so happy?
Uncle Kengi: yeah, i am always.

i just know that there's a hell lot of things weighing in my mind. but with the right people, & the people i loved most, i totally can place them aside. just like what i did for the past few days.

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

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He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

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So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

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He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

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